Who am I?

"Go into this Meditation as if these were your last hours. As if this was the last day of your life." Some weeks ago Swamiji guided us into Meditation with these words. In that moment I realized how rich I had become thanks to Swami Prem Paras. I realized that my time had not been a waiste. But that inside thanks to this beautiful Master I had gathered many many treasures. That was a very, very beautiful feeling. If death would come right now there would be no need to ask for anything more. It is pure grace.

Tonight Swamiji gave us the Mantra 

"Who am I?"

He told us to ask our hands, our belly, our body, our head..to chant it slowly and then faster, silently and then loud. I chanted "Who am I? .. Why am I here? .. What am I here for?"

The sound resonated inside of me. For the first time I felt my body parts giving me answers. "Your body knows who you are." Swamiji said. 

I felt that my body knew it. I felt that realization was happening. I do not understand the answer I became, I know nothingness was the answer. As people wandered in and out of my mind I received many answers about them. I felt Swamiji's energy very clearly. I feel now I know his energetic fingerprint. I felt I couldn't figure out my energy.

I felt it was a little undefinable like water.

It is a very precious space in which Swami Prem Paras guides us in his Meditations, there is no higher gift than this.

Thank you.