My Mahamrityunjaya Meditation Experience with Swami Prem Paras

Mahamrityunjaya Meditation with SWAMI PREM PARAS First we listened to a discourse of Osho. He spoke on how the child comes into the world, how for him it means dieing out of the mother's womb and in another way it means life. Then Swami Prem Paras lead us into the Meditation. Put the left hand on your leg to receive and to surrender, put your right hand on your heart. He spoke to us on surrendering, a sharp talk, those words were sent into our bodies, transformation was happening. There was the sensation 'something is going to happen! This is the first moment and the last moment of something else!', a certain desire to run away was there and an excitement to experience the new. Then we started chanting the Mahamrityunjaya Mantra. First Swami Prem Paras chanted, then we followed his lead. This experience was at times painful. There was a moment when we stopped chanting and I felt a tremendous fear inside of me, a desire to panic..we continued chanting and I experienced death. An operation was happening; untieing the body from the mind, untieing the mind from me: Depth. Nothingness. And zzzzzzack! A shot, chilled energy rising up and hitting my third eye and it dazzled and it felt like a thousand tiny ants would come out and many many colours and little little visions.. ..this continued, a heaviness and in the next moment a lightness, my heart so open and light; it was scary! And then Swami Prem Paras interrupted the chanting and with absolute certainty he said: "And now your whole mind is completely frozen, all memories are erased from your disk!!" I even looked around, as if I was checking if this was true - and it was true! Silence. Absolute Stillnes. Empty peaceful heaviness. There are moments when I try to collect some broken fragments of who I think I am, but it was invane. Depth. Slowly slowly I move my body to lay it on the Ground, emptiness. Peace. A Grounding. A welcome home. Wow. No words for how Swami Prem Paras can transform me, just by giving me guidance over the phone. No words how sweet it is to just be nothing and a hollow Bamboo, so sweet. Thank you ji. Shall u be blessed Shall PARAM be blessed. Shall all beings be blessed. - Rabiya