My Experience of Enlightenment - BORN AGAIN Workshop

From BORN AGAIN Workshop

17. -19.5.14 at Tipidorf Haslital,

Switzerland

In the last Meditation it happened to me. After an intense day with Spiritual Yoga, Chanting and Meditation we entered the final Meditation which is always the Creme de la Creme of Swami Prem Paras' Workshops. Thanks to the work before our minds were now calm and our bodies relaxed, ready to enter Samadhi.

In this last Meditation we lay down with our bodies absolutely still. Swami Prem Paras guided us through each and every body part starting from the feet. He invited us to give Gratitude to each and every little body part. To give our Blessings, to forgive and to ask for forgiving. And to give our Love. Already this part of the Meditation was so touching, nourishing. So simple and so much needed. And tremendously transforming!

After this he opened the silence and he told me to stop doing the translation.

And he said: With this energy level right now you can get enlightened in one second. Don't miss it.

Don't postpone it. God is right here right now.

These words shook me inside. And I started praying silently "Oh dear Master, please don't let me miss it. Oh dear Master, please don't let me miss it. Oh dear Master, please don't let me miss it."

I prayed with full urgency, as my Master told me to go inside: Go with full urgency. Nothing is inside. You have been searching outside all your life long and you haven't found. Go inside with full urgency. Like this is your last moment.

And then suddenly it started happening: 

Swami Prem Paras said "Earth kisses Sky and Sky kisses Earth"

And in that moment inside of me like a huge lightning happened: One energy was coming from my Root and one was coming from my Crown and at high speed they exploded into eachother in the middle of my body. It was an explosion of light, so tremendously, heavenly delightful, beyond anything I have ever experienced before.

I saw it happen with my inner eyes and I felt it and I also felt so much delight and Bliss. Inside of me now a tremendous Celebration began, now there was a Celebration happening in each Chakra and my inside was suddenly full of Light!

Now each and every single thing that Swami Prem Paras said, actually happened in my body very very strongly.

"Now your whole energy is going inside.."

"Now your heart is full of Love & Light.."

..and so it happened!

And inside I was dancing and celebrating so close to Swami Prem Paras' Soul which is so innocent, so childlike, so uniquely beautiful..! I almost laughed out loud, tears of divine Bliss and Gratitude rolled down my cheeks, Thank you Swamiji, for not letting me miss it, Thank you, Thank you, Thank you .. infinite Gratitude <3

And Swamiji opened my Crown Chakra! Suddenly all dark myst of uncertainty, doubting thoughts, insecurity und unclarity was gone and in the top region of my head bright light was shining in and out. And at the same time I was one with the trees, the Sky, the Earth, so happy to arrive home, so beautiful to realize that so much Celebration is happening around me..!

All the trees and the grass and the Sky was dancing and celebrating and I was part of it, no more separation through thought or body ..

I was so eager to open my eyes and as I opened them the colours were so heavenly bright and shining and the sun was peeking through the leaves of the trees and the grass was looking so lush and lavish..

There are no words, I have become so unable to speak, unable to create well sounding sentences .. when I speak to people about my experiences I begin to stumble because what I felt can't be put in words..

That day I remained in that state of enlightenment I experienced absolute clarity. Without a doubt, without a question. I carry that clarity in my everyday life.

Since that day when I look inside myself be it with open or with closed eyes I see Light. Before that my inside was rather dark. My Crown Chakra has remained open. It keeps me stronger connected to my Master and he gives me soooo muchhhh protection in my everyday life. I feel less feelings of frustration or depression. More confidence is there, more far-sightedness, more patience. The knowledge, that whatever happens will pass sooner or later and it can't affect me.

And I am very greatful that a deep gratitude has happened to me. Once my Master told me that my path was Devotion. That time I didn't realize, but now I do. How much I can make myself happy by not being affected by

misery. How much I can make myself blissful and peaceful by not worrying.

I should do my Job to be a good Meditator, a good Teacher, a good Person with motherlike qualities..and the rest is up to my Master .. <3

Come join us for the SHIVA SHAKTI Tantra Workshop 18. - 20.7.14

in Tuscany, Italy